hey!
The other day i had to go along with my uncle to 'buy' my cousin a seat in my engineering college! when we went into the office, there is this hefty guy sitting on a chair that was a little too small for him! anyways that was besides the point! and then my uncle asks him if there are seats for mechanical engineering and he goes something like "yes sir one seat is 6 lakhs! ". my jaw literally dropped!! 6 LAKHS!!i mean. this was ridiculous! how can they ruthlessly just fleece a person off their money in the name of education! but since every parent wants their child to do well in life, become an engineer go to the united states and do his masters, my folks give in and pay that great amount! and this hefty guy takes the money, keeps it in front of god and then puts into one huge cupboard!! now i seriously dont understand why these rogues actually pray after getting this money!
how i wish this system would change! but then we have a long long way to go before we ever see that change! terrible!! what roguery!
Friday, May 1, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
when an sms can touch ur heart!
hey! this was a message i received early one morning from a very clse friend of mine when the person she loved started drifting away from her. with her permission, i decided to put this on my blog since the message was written with her heart and soul put into it.
"As the new day dawns, i am here on my bed drowned in his memories. my soul is tormented with the thought that he is completely avoiding me. He was a star in my sky. i was an earthly being, and all i could do was to stay here and admire him and now suddenly he has gone. the star i used to gaze at everyday has become invisible. maybe its hidden behind the clouds.oh god!i search for it like crazy. why did you do this lord? why cant i even look at the star from a distance?why did you have to take it away from me? i am tired of searching for my lost star. tears trickle down my cheek. my ripped soul is screaming in agony. how long will this feeling go on? oh jesus! help me!"
"As the new day dawns, i am here on my bed drowned in his memories. my soul is tormented with the thought that he is completely avoiding me. He was a star in my sky. i was an earthly being, and all i could do was to stay here and admire him and now suddenly he has gone. the star i used to gaze at everyday has become invisible. maybe its hidden behind the clouds.oh god!i search for it like crazy. why did you do this lord? why cant i even look at the star from a distance?why did you have to take it away from me? i am tired of searching for my lost star. tears trickle down my cheek. my ripped soul is screaming in agony. how long will this feeling go on? oh jesus! help me!"
Thursday, April 16, 2009
my 6 gems!!! love you girls :-)
well its been quite a while since ive blogged!! but then today i was thinking of how my life wouldve been without the six closest girlfriends i have!!!! sneha, anjali, sanam, meiling, sukanya and gauthami!!! all of them came into my life at different points and have hepled me sooo much through the darkest of hours and have shared me happiness through the best of times!!!
Sanam- i can still remember the day we became friends when we were in the second standard! she help out a bubble gum for me and asked me if i wanted it!! that day a bond was made. a bond soo soo strong that no matter where we are and how old we get. ill always know that she will be there for me and me for her.
anjali- we met in thir standard and then we were a trio and still our. anjali sanam and sunaina. those days in calicut when we were free birds not bogged by down by the worries of tomorrow!! we were the bestests of friends and still are!!
sneha-it is very difficult for me to think of anything that sneha doesn know about me. met her when i was 11. i still remember the first time swati introduced me to her. she was tall slender and i was like "woah sooo tall" and her uniform was always a lil too short for her :-) from the small crushes to boyfriends to adult jokes and girls talk we ve had all the funn normal teens have!!!
gauthami-if it weren for her, i wouldn have survived in college!! trust me.in a college like mine, its soo soo very hard to find people as open minded as her! she is the best critic anyone can find and always has a watchful mama's eye on me! and she is always soo right about the guys i date or even ahve a crush on. she'll be like "no hes right " or "ewww he sucks" and finally whatever she says turns out to be right!!! i have to really apopgise to her for singing and talking non stop in class!!! :-)
meiling- the sis i don have!! meiling is the half chinese half golti sis i have!!! i treat her like the younger one!!! i have neevr met a more animated personality than her in my life. she is pure fun!!! and you should see the look on her face when she gives me "adult" advice!!! super cute!! my best friends, my lil(tall) sis!!! :-)
sukanya-funn times , dance times more funn times more dance times!! this is the only thing i can think about when i think of sukanya amd meiling!!! we re all company dancers at swingers and i think its the best thing that has happened to us!! we all share the passion for dance and we love what we do and we love each other!!
p.s. this post goes out to all the girls who have girlfriends they love!! my life wouldve been incomplete with you'll!!! :-)
Sanam- i can still remember the day we became friends when we were in the second standard! she help out a bubble gum for me and asked me if i wanted it!! that day a bond was made. a bond soo soo strong that no matter where we are and how old we get. ill always know that she will be there for me and me for her.
anjali- we met in thir standard and then we were a trio and still our. anjali sanam and sunaina. those days in calicut when we were free birds not bogged by down by the worries of tomorrow!! we were the bestests of friends and still are!!
sneha-it is very difficult for me to think of anything that sneha doesn know about me. met her when i was 11. i still remember the first time swati introduced me to her. she was tall slender and i was like "woah sooo tall" and her uniform was always a lil too short for her :-) from the small crushes to boyfriends to adult jokes and girls talk we ve had all the funn normal teens have!!!
gauthami-if it weren for her, i wouldn have survived in college!! trust me.in a college like mine, its soo soo very hard to find people as open minded as her! she is the best critic anyone can find and always has a watchful mama's eye on me! and she is always soo right about the guys i date or even ahve a crush on. she'll be like "no hes right " or "ewww he sucks" and finally whatever she says turns out to be right!!! i have to really apopgise to her for singing and talking non stop in class!!! :-)
meiling- the sis i don have!! meiling is the half chinese half golti sis i have!!! i treat her like the younger one!!! i have neevr met a more animated personality than her in my life. she is pure fun!!! and you should see the look on her face when she gives me "adult" advice!!! super cute!! my best friends, my lil(tall) sis!!! :-)
sukanya-funn times , dance times more funn times more dance times!! this is the only thing i can think about when i think of sukanya amd meiling!!! we re all company dancers at swingers and i think its the best thing that has happened to us!! we all share the passion for dance and we love what we do and we love each other!!
p.s. this post goes out to all the girls who have girlfriends they love!! my life wouldve been incomplete with you'll!!! :-)
Monday, February 23, 2009
"And the oscar goes to...."
well.. well.. wel.. "and the oscar goes to SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE" is all i can remember or recollect from what i saw at the oscars early this morning!! my most favorite movie of the year "slumdog millionaire" bagged 8 oscars!!! i couldn believe it!! this was one helluvan achievement for danny boyle director-slumdog millionaire! fingers crossed and lips pursed, i watched the 81st academy awards with immense enthusiasm and anticipation. i remember my heart racing when steven speilberg announced that 'slumdog millionaire' had recieved the best film award! what a day! Ar.rahman - the living legend, a miracle and the subtle spice of the movie, won the award for the best original score and song!! its jai ho everywhere!! slumdog millionaire has definitely made history. without a doubt this has been one movie that has moved millions across our country and the world over. slumdog millionaire without a doubt is "the best movie of the year". hats off to the entire team!! we love you guys! and are proud of you all.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
boredom=geology lectures!!
this is something i scribbled down in a piece of paper when i was utterly bored during geology class
if boredom could be attributed to a day, i would present it with pleasure to the 21st of august. I sit here in a coglomeration of attentive students, sincerely jotting down notes ,while i sit in an unnoticed corner,careless, doodling on this lil piece of paper. a lot of technical terms being spoken around me, fly well over my head and i wonder why people bother so much about the contours of the world when their lives themselves are contours and terrains that have not been explored. aint there a million things that one doesn know about oneself or has absolutely no clue about. who am i to pick on the intellectual ones? i am just here, plain and transparent, penning down random thoughts and breathing a sigh of relief!
if boredom could be attributed to a day, i would present it with pleasure to the 21st of august. I sit here in a coglomeration of attentive students, sincerely jotting down notes ,while i sit in an unnoticed corner,careless, doodling on this lil piece of paper. a lot of technical terms being spoken around me, fly well over my head and i wonder why people bother so much about the contours of the world when their lives themselves are contours and terrains that have not been explored. aint there a million things that one doesn know about oneself or has absolutely no clue about. who am i to pick on the intellectual ones? i am just here, plain and transparent, penning down random thoughts and breathing a sigh of relief!
The face behind the veil
this is something i wrote when i was terribly upset and when i was completely broken. it is very special to me cause i put my heart into what i was writing.
Beneath this facade lies a soul so torn,so ripped
i cannot foresee what is yet to come,
yet i sit with a hope, with a faith
that someday i will be able to pull myself up
put pieces of my life together and start afresh
it is hard to sit, hard to fake it, hard to put up a smile and put on an act
as shakepeare said "this world is a stage and we all the actors"
we live this life being artificial,
dawning upon ourselves a mask that conceals what is within, our true selves
i wish life was more simple
my head spins and i wonder what sort of complicated web i have entangled myself in
waiting for that day when i can stand and reveal
the face behing the veil
Beneath this facade lies a soul so torn,so ripped
i cannot foresee what is yet to come,
yet i sit with a hope, with a faith
that someday i will be able to pull myself up
put pieces of my life together and start afresh
it is hard to sit, hard to fake it, hard to put up a smile and put on an act
as shakepeare said "this world is a stage and we all the actors"
we live this life being artificial,
dawning upon ourselves a mask that conceals what is within, our true selves
i wish life was more simple
my head spins and i wonder what sort of complicated web i have entangled myself in
waiting for that day when i can stand and reveal
the face behing the veil
blogging? is it really my thing?
hey!!!
i really dont know why i started out creating a blog for myself. i guess the writer in me would have to work extra hard to make a mark. i don even know if its my thing. i have many friends who are bloggers. dint really know what blogging was and was soo taken up by the whole concept that i decided it was high time i created my own lil blogspot. so here goes! have fun! :-)
i really dont know why i started out creating a blog for myself. i guess the writer in me would have to work extra hard to make a mark. i don even know if its my thing. i have many friends who are bloggers. dint really know what blogging was and was soo taken up by the whole concept that i decided it was high time i created my own lil blogspot. so here goes! have fun! :-)
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